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Happy Birthday. It is the last week before finals start. These next 3 weeks will suck. I'm going to start studying tomorrow. Seriously, but that's probably only because I still have a regular test on Wednesday. I'm sleepy. Nothing new, nothing new.

Georgia Voter

Just like everyone else

Yeah, I noticed before you told me. I've become what I hate. I don't really know what I'm doing. I don't have any real goals for my life. I have less than when I started college. I don't really care about getting married; I don't even have any desire to have a girlfriend. I don't know if I want kids. I don't care about getting into grad school or ever making it to UNC. I've pretty much decided that I won't ever study abroad. I'll never play soccer again, at least not competitively. Poker cannot support me or anybody in my family. I don't know what I believe in anymore. I don't really care about who our President is. All I really want to do is play video games.

The past year has changed me in ways I didn't believe possible. Am I really that different? I'm not as good as I thought I was. I'm not sad, upset, or bitter while I'm writing this either. It's just a reflection of the truth. I really think disappearing for a while would help sometimes, but I like it here. I generally enjoy being how I am. It's funny how the people who criticize me for being a pushover are the ones who take advantage of it the most.

People often ask, "What do you strive for?" In 2007 I would have said that I want everyone to be happy. Now I would probably say that I want myself to be happy. Does that make me selfish? Everyone can only control themselves. I've been alive long enough to know how to make myself happy, and that's really the only responsibility I have to the world. Being happy makes other people happy and enjoy being around you while being sad makes other people not enjoy being around you. It's really simple, although there are exceptions to this every now and then.

I'm really excited about the holidays.

PSYC 1101

This is me, paying attention in Psychology. It also happens to be Photo Booth picture 1127.

I'm really sleepy. I might fall asleep in class today. I write bad papers.


Published June 12, 2010

Gotta Dance

Well, maybe I'll join the Navy. I wonder how many people are trying to escape right now. I know at least 5. I'm sick. My throat is really hurting. I have a test in 5 hours. I'm going to sleep. I'd be feeling differently if this was anytime earlier in my life than right now, but I ain't got time to bleed. School is beginning to become important again, and I actually like it.

hello

As the eighth day of Mustache October! comes to a close, my mustachio is looking rather weak sauce. Blog done.

Junk

I'm a little bit petrified at the moment. I've always said to myself "why worry, it doesn't help anything." I guess I'm old enough to screw my life up. That's scary to think about. I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready for this responsibility. I need to go back in time. I'll be okay. I'll be okay, right?